Bread

First person view,
of an underground comic book
my life at times in the world of men
A numb feeling courses through my soul

I am not really alive
going through the motions
a timeless ritual of moving from life to death
Another super nova, grass dying, a family dog gone but not forgotten

There is meaning:
Go to the mall: buy buy buy
watch the T.V.: unthink unthink unthink
surf the net: pop up blocked, pop up blocked, pop up blocked

It is not enough,
I mourn with the spirit,
WHEN GOD!!!!
oh, right now
in me,
the kingdom of heaven grows,
like three measure of yeast
to make a loaf of bread.

There are still days when I mourn
no tears, no shouts of anger, no uneasy laughter
just a feeling of meloncholy

No why's anymore, or not enough to mention
No more raging against GOD
but a feeling
if you won't fix it why should I

There is no cure
my affliciton for being human
is depression,
even with GOD on our side
there is a me that must hold on.

Trapped trees

It
is
not
the preaching
of
the Word
that
condems,
it
is
the living
of
the Word
that
brings
salvation,
like
a wave
on
the Coast
you
must
be
Brave
to
catch
the ride
to
be
saved.
STILL!
people
say the world
is
FLAT?
the Word
is just
the
begining
not
the END
out
there
is
NOT
the way
they
will say
stumbling blocks
are thrown
by
family and friends
live for the world
what we see
mortgage,
401k,
kids college fund
retirement village
But
I
took
measure
and
that
world
is FLAT!!!
but
like
HE
I do try to forgive,
because
I know
it
is
THERE
freely givin, but
you
must
ASK
to
recieve
Dont
be
trapped trees
growing
in
concrete blocks.
Personal growth
stunted
by
the norms
of
Society
to
appease
those
walking
the WIDE road,
in
a
dream
thinking
the temporary
is
eternal bliss
the everlasting
is
a
Myth.
My
LOVE
wisdom
she
guides me
in
these
DARK DAYS
sponsored
by
technology
using
mass politics
for
just
a
few
to have
money, power and fame.
thought
to
be light,
but
just
a
proton
to
GOD'S
TRUTH
and
his
spark
is
an
ever
expanding
UNIVERSE
a
LEVIATHAN
he
plays
with
for
delight.
How
lucky
we are
to have
CHRIST
to light
such an
easy path
to have
salvation
and
to
live free
like
a
tree
GROWING
in
an
ANCIENT
GROWTH
FOREST
and
I don't mind
that
I will die once.
I hope
and pray
you don't
die twice.
Amen.

My life

I am
made
by
GOD
and
by
THE USA!
a dove
a hawk
a human
a man
frankly,
it
drives
me
insane?
tares
me
apart,
PROUD
to be
GUILTY
about
being
an American.
Daily
I am
reminded
why
God loves me?
Daily
I am
reminded
why
I love America?
then
it
comes
like a bolt
from Zeus
ringing
Franklin's
key,
My country
My country
has
an uncurable
DIASEASE!!!
making
me MAD
at GOD
cuz
he
wont
cure
the
DIASEASE!!!
then
I am silent
I listen
and
go to sleep
GOODNIGHT.